1 John 2:18-21
Psalms 96:1-2, 11-13 John 1:1-18 "No one who denies the Son has the Father, but whoever confesses
the Son has
" . . . to those who did accept him he gave power to become children
of God
Here we are on the eve of 2000, in the middle of our joyful celebration of the birth of Jesus, and today's first reading mentions "antichrists." Tell me why I should pay attention to this. What does the shopworn notion of "antichrist" have to do with me? Well, it might have something to do with me if I think of "antichrist" in terms of things that separate me from feeling and responding to God's love. Lust and greed, the unbridled wanting of things, of power, would be among the antichrists in my life. Unreasonable fear would be another. Anything that opens the distance between me and God can be thought of as an antichrist. I try to puzzle out how I can dodge the antichrists and stay close to God. But that's backwards. God always is near. His love and presence have nothing to do with what I might do or fail to do. His love is constant. Today's Gospel reading says the Son reveals the Father. The
Father expresses
Some people grasp this truth with ease. Not me. I am a plodder and slow to understand. Only in recent years has the truth of God's love for me -- for all of us -- taken root in my heart. I had to become a father for this to happen. I could not understand the steadfast, deep love of God before I became a parent. I probably knew affection, desire, regard for others. Only when I became a dad did I learn what it means to be willing to die for another. Astounding love. Astounding that God loves me this way. Loves us all. My kids fight with one another and the neighbor kids. They hurt each other. At times they're defiant. They're supremely self-centered. They're kids. And there is nothing -- nothing -- that could put out the fire of love for them that God has kindled in my heart. God lives in the mysterious bond of love between parent and child.
Viewed in this warm light of God's love, what becomes of my silly competitions, jealousies, divisions and fears? Our Father embraces me. How will I respond? |