1 Samuel 1:1-4,
11-12, 19, 23-27
Psalms 80:2-3, 5-7 Mark 3:20-21 Two different themes, both related to passion, speak to me from today's readings: David grieves mightily for his king and friend. Killed in battle,
they have paid the ultimate price for their people. I am struck by
this passage because I am almost finished reading Tom Brokaw's "The Greatest
Generation," his story about my parents' generation and their sacrifices
and accomplishments during and since World War II. David and Saul
were once close, then enemies. Yet David grieves. Did David
understand what Saul had meant to the Israelites? I think it is hard
for us to avoid the myopia that is everyday life and take the longer view
of people and events and how they shape us. David grieves; Brokaw
offers perspective. Both of them respond with passion to a situation
which moves them.
Roll the time clock forward almost a thousand years. Jesus is just starting His ministry. He is healing sick, gathering disciples and apostles. Wherever He goes crowds form. His family is concerned because He can't eat. He is so consumed by the passion of His message that His family thinks He fails to care for Himself. I see Jesus as being aware of His hunger, yet not responding to it at the time when His family thinks He should. He was engrossed in what He was doing, yet fully aware of what He was sacrificing at that moment. I think we should ask ourselves from this passage what engrosses
us? What engages us so fully that time passes and we are oblivious
to bodily needs? Are we able to be aware of our needs and temptations
and yet react from a detached, higher calling, as did Jesus? Jesus
was fully aware of His hunger, yet He was fully able to continue with the
passion of His message and ministry. I think He calls us to pray
for that passion in our own lives. He sent the Holy Spirit to kindle
fire
And so, I close by praying for the faith to truly grieve for my enemies,
for love to appreciate those who have gone before me and made my life easier
by their sacrifices, and to feel and act with true passion by surrendering
myself to God's will.
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