Online Retreat: Week 30
Guide Jesus is Risen. We knew from the beginning that God's victory over sin and death was complete. Now we come to know it through the experience of new life given to Jesus. For months now we have been given the grace to become intimate friends with Jesus, who has shown us his life and who he is for us. Now we simply pray to experience joy with Jesus in the gift of risen life he enjoys. Jesus really died and his dead body was laid to rest in a tomb. The tomb is empty! It is forever a symbol of God's power to liberate - to set us free from the power of sin and death. Jesus is alive! And he is forever alive, with a life beyond our imagining. For the next several weeks we want to enter into a taste of that new life. For in celebrating his liberation with Jesus, we grow in anticipation of the way that has been opened for this new life for us. This week we contemplate, using the scriptures and our imagination, the experience for Jesus of being raised from the dead and his sharing of that experience with those he loved. What inexpressible joy Jesus must have had at experiencing Eternal Life, as a human being! Having just experienced the depths of our suffering and death, he now knows what it will be for us to experience the life of the resurrection. And how he must have delighted in sharing that joy with those who suffered with him at the foot of the Cross! We can only imagine what joy filled the heart of Mary, his mother, when she saw him alive. Who could have experienced joy with Jesus more completely? Finally, I contemplate our Risen Lord sharing his joy with me. Alive forever, and able to be with me at every moment, he still has holes in his hands and a gaping wound in his side. He still is the person whose life we have contemplated for months. The past and the present come together for us in this encounter with Jesus, risen. All week, we will try to let ourselves walk around in the sense of Jesus, alive and with us. The more I let Jesus be alive and present in every event of my daily life, the more completely his resurrection confronts the fear, doubt, lack of courage, lack of hope I might experience. Use
the resources to the right to get started and enter the
movements of the week more deeply. Our awareness
of Jesus' standing with us in the most mundane and ordinary
moments of our days will breathe the life of his Spirit
into our hearts. And we will indeed share his joy.
Some Practical Help for Getting Started This Week.
The
mystery we contemplate: The
grace we ask for: Our
Daily Life Contemplation: The
daily means: Each night I will find a brief moment to bring the day together in gratitude. When the morning grace I desire and some concrete event in my day's busyness come together, I need to recognize that as "gift" and give thanks. This ritual each evening increases my expectation the following day to find the joy of the resurrection there. Make use of the various resources provided for this week. The For the Journey, the Readings, the Prayers, and sample words for our attempts at expression, in "In these or similar words." I may have begun this week with a low-grade sense of dis-courage-ment - "I don't know where they've taken him." By God's grace, I can end this week with a felt joy in the experience of Jesus alive, and a new courage as he says to me, "I am with you always." For the Journey We pray this week with the joy of promises kept. Ignatius invites those making the Exercises and who have made decisions to follow Christ, to experience the grace of Christ's resurrection. We have considered the consequences of being faithful to being His companions. We have heard His telling the early companions that the world will hate them as it hates Him. We have been invited to be in the world, but not of it. He has prayed that we not be taken from the world, but be a blessing within and about the world. Mary, who stood at the foot of the Cross is the first to have promises kept to her. Ignatius piously pictures Jesus as appearing to His mother first after being raised from His tomb. As we earlier watched her fretfully consider the visit of the angel of the Annunciation, we now watch a most intimate embrace of mother and Son. As we watched and listened to Mary and Joseph's finding Jesus in the Temple, we now joyfully watch and listen to Jesus finding Mary in her grief. We stood with Mary as they took Jesus down from the cross and laid Him in a tomb; we gratefully consider Jesus comforting His faithful mother and companions as she experiences her own resurrection in that of her Son. We may stay with that prayer-view a long time and consider how Jesus has been released from His tomb, to untomb us; as He has comforted His mother, He desires to comfort us. There stood with Mary at the Cross, Mary Magdalene. In John's account of Jesus' rising, He first appears to this other woman of faith. It takes place in a garden and she supposes He is the gardener. So we visit the third garden of salvation. The Garden of Disobedience, where creation refused to listen; the Garden of Obedience, where the Second Adam struggled and was faithful. Now we meet in the Garden of Resurrection. The Gardener begins His graceful tending to the vines He has planted. He gently cultivates His branches after having pruned them all. Ignatius would have us be there and hear the Gardener mention our names, as He does here, "Mary". We are watching intimacy at work, comforting, raising up other bodies and spirits. We want to linger here watching the Gardener embrace His world. In
this scene, as with all the other contemplations during
these weeks of Resurrection, we see Jesus, because He
is the Christ, urging whomever He meets, back to, or out
to, His mission of tending the Garden. "Do not cling
to me, but go..." Always intimacy moves to fruitfulness.
The joy of His Resurrection is that the love of God is
not confined to a tomb, but intensified in the lives of
His "found-Ones." The "Humpty-Dumpty" world is beginning
to be put back together again by the Risen Christ and
His risen followers. In These or Similar Words Dear Jesus, Can it be real? Is this really you standing here in front of me? I watched from the foot of the cross as you suffered so incredibly and now, here you are in the garden, calling my name! Yes, Jesus, I am here with you! You are here! You are alive! We hug and laugh and say nothing intelligible – just sounds of joy and awe. You are alive! I stop for a minute thinking I am dreaming but then I look into your eyes. Oh, my dear, dear friend, you have been raised from the dead. I will have you in my life! There was such a loss when I saw you die but now, standing in this garden, you put your hands on my shoulder and look into my eyes again. We will not be apart anymore. “I will be with you always,” you say to me and from deep in my heart, I can feel it. Yes,
you will be with me. I will stay with you.
Together, Jesus, we will always be together! You
are alive. You are here and then you hug me so gently
and tell me you will see me later. There is no pang
as you leave, no fear that you will not return.
I feel your life so deeply within me in an odd, vivid
way. It’s joy and energy and a whole new way
of being, of living and of seeing the world. You
are alive, my Jesus! Thank you for being in my life in
such a deep way. Thank you for being my life.
Prayer to Begin Each Day: May all that I am today, all that I try to do today, may all my encounters, reflections, even the frustrations and failings all place my life in your hands. Lord, my life is in your hands. Please, let this day give you praise. Scripture Readings: Matthew 28:1-20 Luke 24:1-12 John 20:1-29 |