I am astonished at the quick insights into the characters of Saul
and Matthew of the two prophets, Samuel and Jesus! Upon meeting
Saul for the first time, Samuel immediately anoints him as Commander-in-Chief
of Israel. Similarly, Jesus, seeing Matthew for the first time,
calls him away from his shameful employment as a tax collector into
discipleship. What did each of these prophetic figures see in Saul
and Matthew that gave them such confidence in their capacities for
leadership? Maybe we should all try to put ourselves in the shoes
of these two chosen ones (Saul for kingship, Matthew for discipleship)
and ask ourselves: "To what is God calling me at this time
in my life?" For it is simply true (and we know this by faith)
that God always wants each and everyone of us to be heralds of his
love, instruments of reconciliation, partners in the re-creation
of our world. The difference between Saul, Matthew (and Mary, for
instance) and us is that they had the humility and grace to simply
say, "Yes."
We have just come out of the Christmas season and heard angels heralding
new beginnings. We have celebrated our own newborn selves, fathered
by God and mothered by our humanity, called into a fuller realization
of the divine potential that exists in each of us. Let's pray especially
today that our minds begin to grasp who we are as God's children,
that our hearts become more open to where God wants us to be, that
we resist love less and embrace our belovedness more. For as long
as we are willing to be part of God's plan, then God has a plan
for us.
A final reflection on the reponse of Jesus to those who questioned
and challenged his dining with tax collectors and other sinners:
"Those who are well do not need a physician, but the sick do.
I did not come to call the righteous but sinners."
Isn't it clear from this that we need first of all to be healed
of our defects and sinfulness before we can do anything else for
others? And that is precisely what God, the Divine Physician does:
He knows the broken and unhealed parts of our selves, what may even
seem beyond repair, and heals and transforms and makes them one.
We become whole and entire under the gaze of the Author of life,
the Miracle-worker of everyday existence, the One who has the infinite
power as well as the eternal desire to heal them all. Remember,
God is our Healer, not our Judge. As Jesus tried so hard to get
the religious leaders of his time to see, God is full of mercy,
love, and forgiveness, and Who wants to lift us out of our misery
into the bliss of knowing that all things are possible for God.
God is a divine physician, the One who makes all things new. Let
us take ourselves just as we are -with all our needs, defects, and
mistakes- to the Only One who can restore us totally and transform
us utterly. Then, with new meaning, today's psalm can echo from
the depths of our being: "Lord, in your strength the king is
glad ... for you made him a blessing forever; you gladdened him
with the joy of your face."