Our Desire for God
When I have the experience of desiring "I know not
what," I am experiencing God creating me now in all the
particulars of my present existence. While immersed in the experience I
do not worry about my past failures and sins or about what the future will
hold. I feel at one with the universe and as whole as I could possibly
be. Moreover, the desire I experience is the deepest desire within
me. That desire is in tune with God's one intention in creating the
universe, and that desire can become the ruling passion of my life, if I let
it. I believe that this desire comes from the Holy Spirit who dwells in
our hearts…. When we experience the desire for "I know not what,"
it is God's Holy Spirit drawing us into the community which is the Trinity. This deepest desire of our hearts is for God. While we are
in the throes of this desire, everything else we might desire takes a back
seat, as it were. Everything else becomes relative before the absolute
Mystery we desire. Moreover, insofar as this desire reigns in our
hearts, we also desire to live out our lives in harmony with this
desire. Hence we want to live in harmony with God's creative purpose
for us, to choose what will be more in tune with our desire for union with
God. Barry, S.J., William A. Finding God in All Things (Notre Dame, IN: Ave Maria Press, 1991) p.40-41. |