In the first reading we hear of the teaching and healing done in the Lord’s name after the resurrection of Jesus. Peter and John are questioned and imprisoned because of their preaching and healing. “By what power or in whose name have men of your stripe done this?” “Filled with the Spirit,” they answer that it is through “the power of that name (Jesus)” that men are healed. Some in the crowd believe, some do not.
The second reading is the familiar scene in which Jesus appears to the disciples at the Sea of Tiberias. The disciples have been fishing long and hard, but catching nothing. Jesus appears and suggests that they try a different, but obvious approach, “cast your net off to the starboard side and you will find something.” And, they do! They catch more fish than they can haul aboard. It is at this point in the scene that one of the disciples recognizes the man on the shore as Jesus.
What catches my imagination is the irony within these two readings. In both readings we have the blind and the seeing. There are characters that are “filled with the Lord” and know it and live it. There are those who witness the power of the spirit in their lives or in the lives of others and still are blind to its source. And there are those who live the power of the Spirit, who are at times also blind to its source.
I would like to share with you a true story told to me by a college student.
One cold and very rainy night on my way home from work I was approached by a homeless man who was begging for money. I asked him what he wanted the money for. Without actually looking up at me he mumbled, “To get something to eat, I’m hungry”. “I’m hungry also, lets go get something to eat.” “No” he mumbled, I would rather wait for “the girl” inside the store who is going to return with change. I challenged him, “you know she is not going to come back with money. You know that, don’t you? So if you are hungry let’s go get something to eat, what would you like?” This got his attention and he look up at me. In his doubt, caution and unbelief, he asked, “Who ARE you?” and “Are you for real?”
Hesitantly, he accepted my invitation and off we went together in the pouring rain to the nearest pizza shop. By this time his enthusiasm for pizza was mounting. I asked what kind of pizza he liked, what toppings he wanted. “I like them all!” “Well, go for it, have whatever you want!” He kept asking me, “Who ARE you?” I kept telling him my name, but that did not seem to satisfy him. I could see that he wanted to trust me, but was not sure if he could. Maybe he had been betrayed too many times before.
When we entered the pizza shop all conversation gradually stopped and all eyes focused on us. The fellow behind the counter looked to me for direction. I looked to my friend, “Sir, what would you like?” Meekly he ordered a small pizza with just two toppings. Hey, “I thought you were hungry, and wanted lots of toppings?” So I changed the order to “large” and he added all the toppings he wanted. It was really kind of neat! He loved it. Seeing a sign offering “2 for the price of 1,” I told the fellow behind the counter, “No, make that 2 large pizzas!” While we waited for our order, we chatted while the rest of the people in the shop listened, smirked, smiled and questioned the scene taking place in their midst. My friend didn’t seem to notice. He told me about his family, a wife and two sons whom he had left. He talked of wanting more for his family and of his hopes and dreams for them, but he had little in the way of practical plans or obvious options. He kept asking me, “Who are you?”
When our orders arrived, we shared a piece or two together. I asked him if he had someone to share the rest of his meal with. “Yes, my friend and he is really hungry too.” “Where is he?” I asked. “In my cubby” was his reply. He lived in a cardboard box with his friend. It was a rainy night and he had left his sick friend in a relatively dry place with the intent of returning with something to eat.
We parted company with the promise that if we should see each other on the street we would again share a meal. We parted in the rain. He left to share the rest of his meal with his sick, hungry friend and I to share the rest of mine with my housemates.
I offer this to you in the spirit of the resurrected Jesus, The Christ. May your Easter season be alive with the presence of the Spirit.
Joan Blandin Howard
After working and teaching at Creighton for many years, I am officially retired, but hardly so. Having 5 adult children, in-laws, and 11 grandchildren I keep pretty busy! My husband and I spend hours in our garden planting, pruning, dead-heading and of course weeding and mowing! We spend even more time sitting in our garden, delighting in its beauty. The beauty overwhelms me and invities me into a space of en-Joy-ment and gratitude to the Creator and Artist of all. I have much for which to be grateful. I also like to travel, read, write and make art. My ministry of spiritual direction and silent retreats continues.
I count my blessings. You among them.
Initially I thought I was writing for myself. I use the readings as a source of personal prayer. I thoroughly enjoy the time I spend in prayer, study and preparation. The writing seems to be a natural end product. The wonderful e-mails I receive tell me that I am not writing just for me and they reconfirm my faith in the presence of the Lord, who speaks all languages, permeates untold experiences, and surfaces in the most ordinary of daily delights and disturbing distractions. That the Lord would speak through me is a gift I had not anticipated.
I thank you, the reader and fellow pilgrim, for joining us on our journey. God bless us.
