Daily Reflection
December 1, 1999

Wednesday of the First week in Advent
Lectionary: 177
Maureen McCann Waldron

Today’s gospel provides a powerful lesson on Jesus’ mission in this world - and a glimpse of our own mission.  As Matthew notes so movingly, Jesus sat on the mountainside near the Sea of Galilee and crowds of people brought their loved ones to him.  From all over the area, families and friends carried the people they cared most about to the place where they could be healed: the feet of Jesus. 

Jesus spent a number of days touching, blessing and always loving, as he made “the mute speak, the deformed made sound, cripples walk and the blind see.”  It was an incredible time and the astonished crowd gave thanks and glory to God. 

But Jesus knew that his message depended on more than his ability to touch weakened bodies with his own hands.  Yes, it was important for people to be cured and healed in their bodies, but the call to his followers went much deeper.  He wanted the disciples to take up his job and begin to care for others as he was doing.  He looked around with a loving gaze at the throngs gathered, rejoicing in the newfound health of their loved ones and he saw that they were hungry.  “I do not wish to send them away hungry for fear they may collapse on the way,” he said. 

The disciples shrugged and said they couldn’t really do much about that.  The crowd was far too big to deal with and they couldn’t fix it by themselves.  Of course they couldn’t! But in their own blindness and weakness, they couldn’t see that they needed Jesus to care for others.  Jesus has them gather food from the crowd and then blesses it and asks them to redistribute it.  There was plenty, and the disciples were able to care for the whole crowd, but only with the help of Jesus.

I think of loved ones who are sick, blind, discouraged and needing healing. I carry them lovingly to Jesus and ask for healing.  But the real work Jesus is asking me to do is to rely on him for help in caring for others.  Feeding a crowd is an impossible task, one that I might tend to dismiss as impossible for me to do.  But Jesus invites me to lean on him, rely on him and to realize that although I can’t get everything done by myself, with the loving and caring help of Jesus, I can feed and help heal others … and find myself with a new ability to see.

Maureen McCann Waldron

Co-founder of Creighton’s Online Ministries, Retired 2016

The most important part of my life is my family – Jim my husband of 47 years and our two children.  Our daughter Katy, a banker here in Omaha, and her husband John, have three wonderful children: Charlotte, Daniel and Elizabeth Grace.  Our son Jack and his wife, Ellie, have added to our joy with their sons, Peter and Joseph.

I think family life is an incredible way to find God, even in (or maybe I should say, especially in) the most frustrating or mundane moments. 
I am a native of the East Coast after graduating in 1971 from Archbishop John Carroll High School in suburban Philadelphia. I graduated from Creighton University in 1975 with a degree in Journalism and spent most of the next 20 years in corporate public relations in Omaha.  I returned to Creighton in the 1990s and completed a master’s degree in Christian Spirituality in 1998. 

As our children were growing up, my favorite times were always family dinners at home when the four of us would talk about our days. But now that our kids are gone from home, my husband and I have rediscovered how nice it is to have a quiet dinner together.  I also have a special place in my heart for family vacations when the kids were little and four of us were away from home together. It’s a joy to be with my growing family.

Writing a Daily Reflection is always a graced moment, because only with God’s help could I ever write one.  I know my own life is hectic, disjointed and imperfect and I know most of us have lives like that. I usually write from that point of view and I always seem to find some sentence, some word in the readings that speaks right to me, in all of my imperfection. I hope that whatever I write is in some way supportive of others. 

It’s an incredibly humbling experience to hear from someone who was touched by something I wrote. Whether the note is from someone across campus or across the world, it makes me realize how connected we are all in our longing to grow closer to God.