As I pondered the readings for today two insights struck me. First, it is hard to admit when I have done wrong. Second, what I do is ultimately more important than what I say.
One of my lifelong and continuous struggles is the battle with my own ego. Even when I know I have done wrong it is difficult to admit it and change course. I have gotten in more trouble trying to defend my wrong actions than I would have by simply admitting them. It never seems to matter—I do this repeatedly. Being honest with my own limitations and mistakes is how I understand the biblical call for a “people humble and lowly.” We are not God, and so it should not surprise us when we err. Instead of pride, rebellion and tyranny, we have another path open to us.
Honest acceptance of our limitations and faults—and acceptance that leads to a deeper reliance upon God seems to have certain outcomes according to the biblical author. First, we will seek out God’s will because we realize ours is often wrong. Second, we will not lie or deceive because with acceptance comes truth. Finally, because we have no hidden agenda or deceits, we will experience peace. These are the effects of this humility that conclude the reading from Zephania.
The Gospel reading from Matthew seems to be an illustration of the teaching from Zephania. There were two sons who received a request from their Father. One said “yes” but did “no.” The other said “no” but did “yes.” The question that ends the story is “which of the two did his Father’s will?” Jesus than emphasizes that those willing to change their minds (admit their limits, see their own faults, acknowledge their dependence on God) will enter the Kingdom of God.
Humility and action are my personal takeaways from today’s readings. The first acknowledges that we need to be nimble of mind and admit when we are wrong. The second reminds us that words are never enough. Action is required to express our faith. We see these truths framed not only here, but throughout the Gospels.
Tom Kelly
Thomas Kelly, Ph.D. is Professor of Theology and Director of the Christian Spirituality Program at Creighton University. He has been an Ignatian Associate for 21 years and parents four children with his wife Lisa.
