Over the years that I have benefitted from Fr. Gillick’s spiritual direction here at Creighton University. I have come to better understand my relationship with God in terms of trust. Not only can God’s people trust in God, but God wants to trust us. The first reading in Isaiah today tells us that we can trust God’s word to be a fertile and fruitful seed that will achieve God’s ends. But it seems to me that it works because God trusts us to sow that seed and to eat of its fruits. I think that means we must participate in a relationship with God in God’s word for it to work.
I can see the same thing in the Psalm today. God rescues those is distress, but the Lord invites us to look to the Lord and call upon God’s name in times of fear and distress; to participate in a relationship of trust that is evidenced in radiant joy even in the midst of distress at the hands of evildoers. In these verses, I read that we can trust that God considers the just worthy of care and will rescue us from spiritual distress. We can trust that God hears us. Most of us are pretty sure of that. That is why we pray. But our prayers shouldn’t be just about asking, they should also be about listening for instructions on how we can be rescued.
It seems to me that Jesus makes that point clear. We are invited to pray to God like a Father that we trust to know what we need before we ask. And yet, it seems to me that like an earthly Father, God wants to be able to trust us to not just be on the take. Good parenting is about building relationships with children that help them make good decisions and building trust that they will be able to do that. The Lord’s Prayer is not just a prayer asking for our daily bread in the sense of the food we need to sustain our bodies. I think it also is a prayer for the spiritual bread that sustains our faith. And while God invites us to ask for rescue from the distress of temptation and our trespasses against others, Jesus is also telling us about a relationship in which God expects us to also forgive those who trespass against us. That is probably the most difficult thing for all of us to do and I think that is why Jesus clarified that petition further. He added a conditional. “If” is a big word here. “If” you forgive, you will be forgiven. “If” you do not forgive, you will not be forgiven. I think Jesus is telling us here that the word of God is more fertile and fruitful in achieving God’s ends in this world if God can trust us to participate in a relationship of responsibility with God. I don’t think this prayer is intended to condemn us so much as it is a frank conversation with a God who loves us, but who expects something from us. So, the question for me today is can God trust me to help achieve God’s will for this world? That is going to be my Lenten theme for this year.
Barbara Dilly
I came to Creighton in 2000 and retired in 2020. My twenty years of teaching, research and service in the Jesuit tradition enhanced my own life. It was an exciting time of celebration. I loved teaching and interacting with Creighton students because they responded so eagerly to the Ignatian pedagogical emphasis on the development of the whole person. It is this spirit of whole person development and celebration of life that I hope to infuse in my reflection writings.
My academic background is eclectic, preparing me well for the Liberal Arts academic environment at Creighton. I earned my BA in World Arts and Cultures from UCLA in 1988 and my Ph.D. in Comparative Cultures from the University of California, Irvine in 1994. My research focused on rural communities in the American Midwest, Latin America, and Australia. I taught Environmental Anthropology, Qualitative Research Methods, Social and Cultural Theory, and Food Studies courses.
I retired to Shell Rock, a small rural community in Northeast Iowa where I enjoy gardening, cooking, quilting, driving my 65 Impala convertible an my 49 Willys Jeepster. I have lots of fun playing my guitars with friends from the Cedar Valley Acoustic Guitar Association. But most importantly, I am still working to make my community and rural America a better place. I host a community quilt studio and serve on the Mission Board of my church. I also serve as the Climate Committee Chair and on the Executive Board of the Center for Rural Affairs.
