With Ascension Day just a short week ago and Pentecost next Sunday, the Gospel reading from John that started our Easter journey resonated with me. In the reading John details Jesus’ prayer, often called his High Priestly Prayer, that he prayed just before entering the Garden of Gethsemane and his looming crucifixion.
In many ways the prayer reminded me of a death bed soliloquy. But there was one major distinction. Most deathbed prayers are about the wrongs we have done in our lives, but Jesus’ prayer was not about misdeeds that were never corrected or expressions of love that were never shared, but rather, an affirmation of the fulfillment of his mission on earth.
As Jesus said in the prayer, through his tireless efforts, it was not just the disciples who came to believe in his words but the throngs who followed him, so that all may be brought to perfection and to realize that God loved them just as he loved his Son. His prayer ends with the wonderful line, I made known to them your name and I will make it known, that the love with which you loved me may be in them and I in them. Talk about a job well done, this was it.
If death were imminent for us, what would our own personal High Priestly Prayers be like? Would they be about the praise and glory we offered up to God during our lives and how we shared our faith with others so they, too, could know God and experience his endless love? Or would they more likely be focused on our shortcomings?
Unlike Jesus, we were born sinners and sinners we will die. But wouldn’t it be nice if our final prayers were less about our faults and regrets and more about the humble pride that comes from living the life Christ taught us to live?
Maybe each of us should set aside some time and write our own High Priestly Prayer and focus on the good we are doing for those we love and for those we don’t even know, so that we may all be one. Note how we are spreading the Gospel, so that others might find the joy and love we have found in knowing Christ.
For many of us, the exercise might provide a beginning road map about where we as Christians have underutilized our God-given gifts and talents and how we can work to correct those deficiencies and be more Christ-like in how we live our lives and interact with others. Maybe we could even end our prayer with, I made known to them your name and I will make it known, that the love with which you loved me may be in them and I in them.
Steve Scholer
I came to Creighton to attend law school in 1976 and following 5 years of private practice I started what I thought would be a 4 year job to help Fr. James Hoff, S.J. raise funds for the Campaign for Creighton. Little did I know that the many wonderful people I would soon meet, both here on campus and across the entire country, over the next few years would lead me to stay and continue to support the mission of this University. My wife is a Creighton graduate and our son, Frank, is a Xavier undergraduate and Creighton law graduate. Our daughter, Paige, has both her undergraduate and master’s degree from Creighton.
I do not participate in social media websites so posting my personal interpretation about what the readings mean to me is a novel experience for me. However, being required to put pen to paper forced me to become more reflective about what God is really trying to say to me and this has helped me in my daily prayer life - to slow down and let the Word of God dwell within me instead of racing through the daily devotions.
